Oct 03, 2008 20:45
So I've had a few of the longest days ever all back to back. And things are compounding, not in my favor.
World: 1
Me: Zip
The bank lost my money and charged me a lot of fees. It was all their fault...
School is kicking my ass this semester. There I said it.
Broke up with the boy, and that has squelched my heart like I haven't felt in a long time. Ya know, since New York.
But I gotta focus. I never went to Europe. But I might get to Canada. Nothing's for sure. I've just been so numb for about a week now.
I went today to install some photos at Tulip Gallery and the second I got home, they called me and said one of my photos had fallen and that broken glass was all over the floor. I had to go back and clean it up. It ruined the entire rest of my day.
Broken glass. I can't find a job no matter how hard I try. I have a feeling it's going to work out with Gap, but that's of course not my first or even fifth choice. And even there it would still go awry.
I don't really know what I'm talking about. I'll write more when I have some hindsight. There's not a lot left of me right now. I need to focus on salvaging what's left.
Heartbrokenly,
-H.