... so delusional.
I don't know what to do, anymore. I feel so lost, so incomprehensible. I feel like a language no one knows. I feel... broken. I can't remember ever having felt this way. There is no hope, nothing. My confidence... Gone. My pride, erased. My person... changed. I will never be the same for this and I regret having to be forced through this hurt. I am so confused... I hate her. I hate her.
here she is. everything I'm not.