Precious
This girl is driving me absolutely crazy.
When I first told Drena about her I said that she wasn't really a very "precious" girl, like she's not small and girly, and when you first meet her, she isn't one of those girls that you feel the need to scoop up in your arms and protect from the world. She's not precious in a porcelain doll precious way, she's not precious in a small baby precious way. But she is precious. And I do want to scoop her up in my arms and protect her from the world. She has "issues", the type that girls like her have. And she's leading quite a screwed up little life at the moment, and I just want to take her away from all the people that threaten to hurt her or themselves and just protect her from it all, even though I know she's a big girl and can deal with it all herself.
She really is driving me crazy. I seriously go ga-ga when I'm around her. And today we hugged lots and talked about sex and what we've done while we were in the darkroom waiting to process our film. It was a great conversation. I get a strong impression that her and her friend have done pretty much everything you can do, and enjoy it. That excites me; there's a possibility for sex here. And I'm pretty sure it's a possibility for non-drug/alcohol induced sex, because I don't want to hook up when I'm drunk and I don't do drugs, although they do at their parties. I really am going to go to one of these parties, but I'm not going to do drugs. I seriously want to bed Precious, she just drives me crazy. And she licks me! It was so funny. She's such a random little girlie and she just came up to me today and licked me on the shoulder. Not that I was complaining at all...
It's awesome cause I'm in that photography class with her for the whole year, so maybe something will play out, even if it is just a one time thing. I'm just going crazy entertaining that thought.
When I first told Drena about her I said that she wasn't really a very "precious" girl, like she's not small and girly, and when you first meet her, she isn't one of those girls that you feel the need to scoop up in your arms and protect from the world. She's not precious in a porcelain doll precious way, she's not precious in a small baby precious way. But she is precious. And I do want to scoop her up in my arms and protect her from the world. She has "issues", the type that girls like her have. And she's leading quite a screwed up little life at the moment, and I just want to take her away from all the people that threaten to hurt her or themselves and just protect her from it all, even though I know she's a big girl and can deal with it all herself.
She really is driving me crazy. I seriously go ga-ga when I'm around her. And today we hugged lots and talked about sex and what we've done while we were in the darkroom waiting to process our film. It was a great conversation. I get a strong impression that her and her friend have done pretty much everything you can do, and enjoy it. That excites me; there's a possibility for sex here. And I'm pretty sure it's a possibility for non-drug/alcohol induced sex, because I don't want to hook up when I'm drunk and I don't do drugs, although they do at their parties. I really am going to go to one of these parties, but I'm not going to do drugs. I seriously want to bed Precious, she just drives me crazy. And she licks me! It was so funny. She's such a random little girlie and she just came up to me today and licked me on the shoulder. Not that I was complaining at all...
It's awesome cause I'm in that photography class with her for the whole year, so maybe something will play out, even if it is just a one time thing. I'm just going crazy entertaining that thought.