Emotionally Exhausted
No words will come
to describe how I feel.
No words could justify
how I think I feel.
There are no logical sentances
to try to make sense of this mess.
Emotionally exhausted;
the result of being me,
and thinking too much,
and having so much going on.
I can't help but enjoy
this face paced life.
I can't help but feel
dizzy and excited,
everytime you are near.
But at the moment
you're not here,
and I can't deal.
I feel like I'm craving you
but I just can't have you,
at the moment.
Emotionally exhausted;
because I want you
and you're not here.
I don't even know if you want me.
I don't even know if that matters,
I feel like it doesn't have to.
Things between us are great,
but still confusing.
It doesn't matter,
fun is all we need.
But no matter how much
I convince myself of that
I'm still
emotionally exhausted.