complete edit from OpenDiary "suicide" blog
See previous entry. This is going to be a big repeat, but it's for my own benefit really.
Edit
Apparently it's a little too much for some people to take me seriously about this because of the ass staring out from my avatar. So I'd just like to say to anyo
ne else that might not take me seriously because of my avatar well fuck you. That's not my ass. And my avatar doesn't represent anything in regards to this entry. In fact, my avatar on my LJ for this entry is this. The only reason it's not something like that here is because I can't change avatars on here like I can for each entry on LJ. Just because I like photography like that with girls wading into water (which, actually, represents how I am going through my life at the moment) does not mean that I am not serious about suicide, or that I don't understand it, or that I take it too candidly. This is absolutely the thing that I hate about the internet.
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So well [DavyJonesin'] couldn't handle the fact that my avatar has nothing to do with my reaction to suicide. He blocked me from his page, after one note. I'm not open to people who are hostile about things like this anyway. I bet if my diary allowed anonymous notes he would have written it without signing his name.
Anyway, my friend is a little distracted, but not so much so. She's still very down, and I'm still talking to her. For a while we were talking about school and how she didn't get accepted into university. She wanted to do criminology. But she refused to talk about what might be. She's so set on it. And now another friend (who knows this other girl) is talking about suicide. I just hate it how things are so hard for some people. My thoughts are with both of them, but I can't stay online all day, as much as I'd like to.