for lack of a better title...this is my day
OpenDiary is down again, and this stupid hacking thing is driving me insane. I just want to sit on OpenDiary and read my favourites (who update a hell of a lot more than my LiveJournal friends).
I have had an up and down day.
I got a lift off my friend up to TAFE, and it was a pretty good day. Precious was back to herself, and looking like a 50s pin up girl. I didn't really like her choice in clothing but she looked alright. Let's face it, she always looks good to me anyway. We went into town to take some photos of some old, supposedly really good looking buildings. It was pretty boring. I didn't take many photos because buildings really aren't my thing. The teacher asked what my thing was, and I don't really know. Then Precious had an icecream and was mucking around with it so I got my camera out and was taking photos of her, and there you have it; my thing is people. Which I already knew, and most people don't like having their photo taken. Then Precious posed for me while I took photos of her, which I'll post later. It was a really funny morning. Then back at TAFE we had lunch and processed our films. Because I had three the teacher had to do my other one (I had two in one canister and one in another) and he almost screwed it up! But he fixed it so it was alright. All my photos turned out alright too, which was amazing because the film camera was playing up a few months back. We stayed at TAFE real late and I didn't get home until nearly 3:30pm.
Annie had invited me to a Tupperware party at her house, but I declined because we were supposed to be going out with Mum for her birthday last week. Precious was supposed to be going to Annie's party as well, so I really wanted to go because Annie said there would be drinking and all sorts of fun things. It turned out that Precious didn't go anyway.
We went and had take out Chinese food with Mum because Louise had gone out to James's house and Jayden was staying with John (because Sam has moved out now and his parents are away and he's lonely so I guess he figures now would be a good time to pay attention to his other kids).
Precious texted me to ask if I was going to Annie's and if I was if I could tell Annie that she wouldn't be going. I told her to call Annie because we all have her mobile number, and she said she didn't want to talk to anyone, so I asked her what was up. She said her sister had started hitting her again. Which is terrible. I told her that she didn't need to put up with it, but she didn't want to talk about it. I dropped it. You can't force someone to talk about something they dont' want to discuss. I told her I am here for her if she needs me. She knew that anyway. I just feel horrible for her. I hope it wasn't too serious. I feel helpless because there isn't anything I can do.
So it's day three on Lovan, and I think I'm getting some side effects. I was feeling sick for most of the day, kind of like I could throw up if I ate something that didn't agree with me, but I don't feel bad enough to just throw up. I've also been really cold this afternoon. I got home and froze all afternoon, and Mark was walking around in a tshirt asking me what was wrong. Although, I'm not as tired now as I was this time last night. I actually think this time last night (10pm) I was almost in bed or in bed. Although I'm thinking that might be because I got near ten hours sleep last night instead of seven the night before. I just felt really weird today. I don't really know how to describe it. I just felt all jittery and tensed up, mostly in my legs. I felt like I needed to sit down all day. It was a really weird feeling.
I'm doing alright mood wise. I haven't slipped back into depressing mode yet, but at the moment I think I'm too tired to be happy or down.
I have had an up and down day.
I got a lift off my friend up to TAFE, and it was a pretty good day. Precious was back to herself, and looking like a 50s pin up girl. I didn't really like her choice in clothing but she looked alright. Let's face it, she always looks good to me anyway. We went into town to take some photos of some old, supposedly really good looking buildings. It was pretty boring. I didn't take many photos because buildings really aren't my thing. The teacher asked what my thing was, and I don't really know. Then Precious had an icecream and was mucking around with it so I got my camera out and was taking photos of her, and there you have it; my thing is people. Which I already knew, and most people don't like having their photo taken. Then Precious posed for me while I took photos of her, which I'll post later. It was a really funny morning. Then back at TAFE we had lunch and processed our films. Because I had three the teacher had to do my other one (I had two in one canister and one in another) and he almost screwed it up! But he fixed it so it was alright. All my photos turned out alright too, which was amazing because the film camera was playing up a few months back. We stayed at TAFE real late and I didn't get home until nearly 3:30pm.
Annie had invited me to a Tupperware party at her house, but I declined because we were supposed to be going out with Mum for her birthday last week. Precious was supposed to be going to Annie's party as well, so I really wanted to go because Annie said there would be drinking and all sorts of fun things. It turned out that Precious didn't go anyway.
We went and had take out Chinese food with Mum because Louise had gone out to James's house and Jayden was staying with John (because Sam has moved out now and his parents are away and he's lonely so I guess he figures now would be a good time to pay attention to his other kids).
Precious texted me to ask if I was going to Annie's and if I was if I could tell Annie that she wouldn't be going. I told her to call Annie because we all have her mobile number, and she said she didn't want to talk to anyone, so I asked her what was up. She said her sister had started hitting her again. Which is terrible. I told her that she didn't need to put up with it, but she didn't want to talk about it. I dropped it. You can't force someone to talk about something they dont' want to discuss. I told her I am here for her if she needs me. She knew that anyway. I just feel horrible for her. I hope it wasn't too serious. I feel helpless because there isn't anything I can do.
So it's day three on Lovan, and I think I'm getting some side effects. I was feeling sick for most of the day, kind of like I could throw up if I ate something that didn't agree with me, but I don't feel bad enough to just throw up. I've also been really cold this afternoon. I got home and froze all afternoon, and Mark was walking around in a tshirt asking me what was wrong. Although, I'm not as tired now as I was this time last night. I actually think this time last night (10pm) I was almost in bed or in bed. Although I'm thinking that might be because I got near ten hours sleep last night instead of seven the night before. I just felt really weird today. I don't really know how to describe it. I just felt all jittery and tensed up, mostly in my legs. I felt like I needed to sit down all day. It was a really weird feeling.
I'm doing alright mood wise. I haven't slipped back into depressing mode yet, but at the moment I think I'm too tired to be happy or down.