Jul 29, 2007 22:58
Sometimes i have dreams where he actually is dead, and on the first day of school she doesn't know so i scream at her about everything she has made me feel because of him and everything that is just my own issue with her
and i never feel better. Life goes on.
Sometimes i dream he is here with me and it's warm and he smiles and i smile and nothing is ever wrong again.
This dream just makes me cry.
This was the stupidest post ever.