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fuck love and fuck work and fuck people. fuck boredom and fuck eating and fuck doctors appointments and fuck medication and fuck unhappiness. fuck confusion and fuck neediness and fuck reading between the lines. fuck flirting and fuck conversations that go no where. fuck people who dont care about me as much as i care about them. fuck not having the balls to tell them off. fuck the passing of time that goes too fast or too slow depending. fuck the dial tone. fuck heartbreak and being heartbroken. fuck relationships. fuck getting treated like shit. fuck being indecisive and fuck not knowing what the fuck im doing or what to do. fuck wishing things were different. fuck not knowing what to say. fuck wanting too much. fuck getting too little. fuck not knowing what the future will bring and fuck maybe making wrong decisions. fuck making mistakes.

fuck being unstable as fuck.