One of those sleepless nights...

[lace_luvs_steve]

I am in this really down mood.
I am so depressed.
I can't really figure out why.
Maybe it is because I am back here, in Oscoda.
Not that I don't mind being home, but, I don't want home to be Oscoda.
I know that sounds horrible, but it is true.

I don't really know if Saginaw will be right for me either.
Maybe I should go somewhere far away, like England.
HAHA, like I would ever have the money for that.

I miss being in Ohio, even if all I did was sit around, I was still with people, people who talk back, who go out in the living room, be with their family.

I miss Rowan, he is such a cute baby, and always a joy to hear in the morning. He was so happy and he giggles all the time. It just made you happy to get up.

I hate being so far away from my family. We use to go to Ohio ALL the time. Now I am lucky if I get to hear from them.

I am beginning to cry, so I think I need to go to bed, and get the crying off my chest.

Lacee