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last night i showed everyone my favorite lifeguard stand, the one where i go just by myself when i feel like nothings working right, and i just want to sit and cry or look at the ocean and act like nothing exists but me and the stars. only this time my friends were there. my dad has been at promise keepers this weekend, leaving me alone in my house. it freaks me out. so they decided to keep me company and we went out to the beach and sat there looking up at the sky talking about God. ben brought his guitar so he was playin for us and alisha and i sang along. as i was sitting there next to jen i realize, wow, im the luckiest girl ever. im a sophomore in college and look, im still sitting here with my best friend from sixth grade. the ocean is on my right my friends are on my left. i am actually missing someone right now who cares about me just the same as i care about him! God is so awesome. all those stars, my best friends, music, love, its all for me! God loves me even though i mess up a lot and i get my feelings hurt too easily and im not the greatest example all the time, He loves me still and will always love me. its so cool...i guess im not making sense but just know im very happy right now:)
today i made the BEST chicken at the condo. pictures soon....even though i always say that and it never happens:)tonight jen and i are tearin out the slip n slide at alishas i think. and ben is hanging out with us ( awww......the next benifer maybe? ....i hope!) and adam is coming home (yay!) life is ultimately good.
today i made the BEST chicken at the condo. pictures soon....even though i always say that and it never happens:)tonight jen and i are tearin out the slip n slide at alishas i think. and ben is hanging out with us ( awww......the next benifer maybe? ....i hope!) and adam is coming home (yay!) life is ultimately good.