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11 days of school still here & unfinished.
we all feel that this year has been fast. everyone says that near the end of every grade. but the end comes closer as we move up a grade. ive gotten more this year- my calender has been a lot more crammed. i feel like this end of the year im begining to forget and wash away my mistakes maybe its because im busier and i don't have time to care as much, i have more things to do- more goals. but most of my goals don't concern myself. only several.
i put more pressure on myself now, more then ever. pressure is growing and growing. i feel anxious. i feel like if i don't get above a 90 on everything then what was i doing? if my grades werent that hot was it because i was working out? No. im not skiiner, im heavier in fact and my grades aren't higher- so where has my time and effort been spent?
we all feel that this year has been fast. everyone says that near the end of every grade. but the end comes closer as we move up a grade. ive gotten more this year- my calender has been a lot more crammed. i feel like this end of the year im begining to forget and wash away my mistakes maybe its because im busier and i don't have time to care as much, i have more things to do- more goals. but most of my goals don't concern myself. only several.
i put more pressure on myself now, more then ever. pressure is growing and growing. i feel anxious. i feel like if i don't get above a 90 on everything then what was i doing? if my grades werent that hot was it because i was working out? No. im not skiiner, im heavier in fact and my grades aren't higher- so where has my time and effort been spent?