leave me alone

[labrokenbeauty]

i am going to make a new journal, sometime soon I think. I am going to say whatever I want to and not be afraid of who is going to read it, its mine... Why am I getting a new one? well, for the fact that I hate coming to this journal and seeing what bullshit I have written in the past. There are people who are long gone now, and I want it to stay like that, I hate being reminded everyday that I used to be friends with ass holes who think they are hard-core punk by counting the cigs that they smoke and going online and researching punk bands and learning their life history so they feel more attached with the band, and then try to make their bad habits other peoples. you know who i am talking about. why do you continue to fuck with me if you hate me so much and you want nothing to do with me? leave me alone, i dont want you... don't read my journal, I dont read yours. oh, but you are just way too hard-core to follow that aren't you? oh god what was I thinking...
i am way to pissed off right now to even think about any of the good in my life. Im sorry. If I snap at you today or any time soon, accept my apology beforehand.
A mixture of being around fuckers and PMSing is not a good combination.