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lindsay is here talking to kyle... envy is building up, and that just tops it off. i want to have someone to call all the time, someone who looks forward to talking to me. i called chris, a short 1 minute conversation, but it was good and made me feel a little better about myself.
brian told me some stuff, i kind of feel bad because i feel like i let him down...
i feel like ive let a lot of people down though, im sorry if i have.
hospital = tears and pain