Dec 01, 2004 15:16
ive been home since about 11 and have been listening/watching the changes in the weather. from a drizzle to monsoon, then sunshine, and now horrible horrible wind. i have to go out soon and i am afraid i am going to blow away. i know i have joked around about this shit a lot in the past but i am very serious right now.
o man i got to take a nap a little while ago and it was so nice. the past couple of nights i havent been able to sleep. the silly thing is that i took some non drowsy medicine both nights. it has never kept me up before, but im sure any additional stress i had wasnt helping. at about 3.30am i couldnt fall back asleep, on top of that i kept thinkin about college. i filled out an application to help put me back to sleep. how sad is that?