help me find the right words.
I can't not read everyones blogs.
It's rather pathetic.
I'm a goddamn addict, so it seems.
I don't really know what to say in responce to the 'goodbye' posts.
Should I write one?
I don't want to say goodbye.
I've never been good at it..
I always cry ..
ask anyone who i've ever had to leave/ had left me.
And I know, you've all left more people than I have, maybe I shouldn't've brought that up.
Cause I will always lose the 'whose had the most sad expirences, and had the most people leave" game.
But the people who have left, have ment a lot to me...just so you know.
I don't know really when i said you weren't one of my best friends, Stef.
Maybe it was the post about Sarah and Kathryn ? ..
I really didn't think that it was a bad post,
I thought it was common knoledge, and I didn't realize it would hurt you so bad.
But it wasn't only you, none of my other besties made it in that post either.
Those two just know me best ? ...
Fuck i suck with words.
Nevermind, I can't think right now, and it's all coming out wrong.
Music Moment: Don't trust me - 3OH!3