if a cactus fell in the desert, would anyone fart?
too make along as drawn out story to be incredibly short.....i was hoisted out of my house. then once my mother heard that i got a job, she wanted me back, but due to the fact that i hate living there because i cannot be 19 around her..i said no. but today i talked to my dad. i figured he would no tbe home because he works on weekend days now..so i went to get my clean on and what have you. he told me he was proud of me, and apparently he stuckup for himself infront of my mom,,something i've never seen him do ever. i still haven't seen it, but damn i believe that shit. i figured he was just saying that hsit to make my mom happy, but deep down inside he knew some real shit. he told me that he was proud of me, and he knows i'm trying in school, and he knows i'm growing up...and untill i have enough $ to bust up out of the place, i can stay with him. also, he told me that it was pure bullshit that i "had to be home on schoolnights" and all that shit, therefore he will let me grow the fuck up finally. he's a down ass motherfucker. so i shall be staying exclusivly at my fathers house. living free untill i can bust up out. and with my 2 new jobs all up in my future, i think i'll be doing just fucking fine. i'll get my AA shit 100% out of the way, move on with my life...and finally become grown up..something ihaven't been looking foward too. but things are looking a whole lot different now. i have shit to look foward too. even though the road is dusty...i can still see the path somewhat. i know what i'm doing everybody. fuck you if you never had faith in anything for me. but if you ever did, i thank you for keeping your hopes up. i'm moving out soon. saving up. all that shit. fuck you if you ever had hope but lost it. i can't hardly stand any damn people in this world. but the ones i love, and you bitches know who you are, thank you for being the best. Monica, Corey, David, Alex, Bill, Bobbi, Alisa, (don't know about Codice :-p ), and all you other bitches....you know who you are. and every day i thank you in my prayers. i've been blessed with awesome friends and an incredible girlfriend. you all make everything possible.