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sorry in advance if i sound whiny.
i just need to get it all out of my system.
there are people in my life who are trippin.
they think that they're something important in the world, and while they're not UNimportant, they're certainly no more important than i.
so listen, bitches.
if you think for one second i'm going to let you walk all over me like you're something, you're straight up dumb as hell.
let's start with hater #1, "B", as we'll refer to her. B has single-handedly cut herself out of our group. nobody likes her. she is the friend we all keep around to hate. and she's fine with everyone in our group. EXCEPT ME. why the FUCK would you, for no apparent reason on earth, suddenly become mad at me?!?!? SDF:HOLJDA:FLHJA:LDFH:LH.
wow... livejournal saved that as a draft from almost a year ago. i wasn't in a good mood...
okay, moving on.
okay, here's the thing.
i've been sick for the last three days.
i've got fucking swine flu.
i don't believe in swine flu, i think it's a hoax. i've got a certain strain of the influenza virus that the mass public has to freak out about.
but don't get me started.
please.
i've been in a shitty mood because of the flu.
i mean, let's face it. who ENJOYS being sick and sore and exhausted?
certainly not me.
i've had time to think about my relationships.
these are all relationships: with friends, family, acquaintances, supervisors, colleagues, and my boyfriend.
i've come to terms with the fact that i'm a hate me or love me type of girl.
there's no in between. i either amuse you or offend you.
my mom thinks i'm a problem child.
she's now paying ATROCIOUS amounts of money to have my brain analyzed.
this copious amount of my college money spent will only come up with what i could've told her.
she needs to give me a little bit of space.
i'm an adult. i understand normal boundaries, but mine haven't changed since i graduated from kindergarten.
people have been putting my name in their mouths lately.
and i don't like it.
the only good thing about this whole mess of hormone activity, is that my boyfriend always knows how i'm feeling.
and he knows just how to make me feel better when i'm sad.
or mad.
or just all-around in a bad place.
thank you sweetie.
you are my rock. <3
i just need to get it all out of my system.
there are people in my life who are trippin.
they think that they're something important in the world, and while they're not UNimportant, they're certainly no more important than i.
so listen, bitches.
if you think for one second i'm going to let you walk all over me like you're something, you're straight up dumb as hell.
let's start with hater #1, "B", as we'll refer to her. B has single-handedly cut herself out of our group. nobody likes her. she is the friend we all keep around to hate. and she's fine with everyone in our group. EXCEPT ME. why the FUCK would you, for no apparent reason on earth, suddenly become mad at me?!?!? SDF:HOLJDA:FLHJA:LDFH:LH.
wow... livejournal saved that as a draft from almost a year ago. i wasn't in a good mood...
okay, moving on.
okay, here's the thing.
i've been sick for the last three days.
i've got fucking swine flu.
i don't believe in swine flu, i think it's a hoax. i've got a certain strain of the influenza virus that the mass public has to freak out about.
but don't get me started.
please.
i've been in a shitty mood because of the flu.
i mean, let's face it. who ENJOYS being sick and sore and exhausted?
certainly not me.
i've had time to think about my relationships.
these are all relationships: with friends, family, acquaintances, supervisors, colleagues, and my boyfriend.
i've come to terms with the fact that i'm a hate me or love me type of girl.
there's no in between. i either amuse you or offend you.
my mom thinks i'm a problem child.
she's now paying ATROCIOUS amounts of money to have my brain analyzed.
this copious amount of my college money spent will only come up with what i could've told her.
she needs to give me a little bit of space.
i'm an adult. i understand normal boundaries, but mine haven't changed since i graduated from kindergarten.
people have been putting my name in their mouths lately.
and i don't like it.
the only good thing about this whole mess of hormone activity, is that my boyfriend always knows how i'm feeling.
and he knows just how to make me feel better when i'm sad.
or mad.
or just all-around in a bad place.
thank you sweetie.
you are my rock. <3