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today was just too much. everything is just too much these days i think i'm going to break down. i wish it would all just end sometimes, but i'm too afraid to face the unknown. what if dying is worse than what i am in now? today i was sitting and really wondering about if reincarnation is real then when we come back in our new life do we cross pathes with the same ppl, will i still have the same friends i have now? will i still have my loved ones? thinking that i might start all over again w/ out everyone i love and care about just devistates me. there r so many ppl i care about in this world even if u don't kno it. the thought of losing these precious ppl makes me want to cry. i hope that i can be able to be with every one of these ppl even when our lives r over.
I love all of you always,
Liset