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well today was hmmm........shitty in some ways. i am really tired and i went to the gym to work out b/c i'm in need of it. i guess i'm just exhausted, i need to sleep, my anemia's acting up again.......my body is achy. and my mom is giving me fucking shit and i really want to fucking just leave the house right now, but i have no choice but to stay fucking here listening to her nagging ass....."go read ur book!". who gives a damn. i've already read it a couple of yrs ago. geez! so fuck that shit. i'm tired and i don't care right now! i have other fucking shit on my mind besides my stupid fucking english h/w. its days like these that i wish i would disappear from this world that torments me so much. i really feel like i rather die than deal w/ everything.......if i went away things would be much better. i'm just a burden.