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Today is one of those days.........the whole world feels like a hell hole. i feel ugly and fat. and i am unable to go to the gym b/c i have to clean so my "family" that is coming to visit can have a clean room to sleep in. i feel shitty and there's nothing i can do about it!!! hmmm.......i think i want to lose 15 lbs. i have already lost over 30. i think i can handle 15.