Oct 21, 2005 03:36
well tonight i have relived all of my sorrows and i cried about each one. it feels good to actually tell some 1 about it b/c everything that has gone wrong and that is hurtful has been eating away at my soul, so i'm glad i got it off of my chest before i bcome bitter and angry. nothing good has sprung from that. i needed to let go and realize that i can't change what's happened to me b/c my family members dying isn't my fault. and as for the other stuff , i'm going to try to accept that it's always going to pain me and no matter what ppl r going to hurt me b/c they can.