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I really can't take it ne more. i hate feeling the way i do. every time i'm home i want to just die. i hate being somewhere where no 1 understands me @ all. i'm so alone.my mom is so awful. she yelled @ me for not going home earlier and cuz i hung out w/ ppl she doesn't kno!!! well then in the car she was all like "well thier all wearing black"! and i was like so what!!! and she called them "weird"!!! so i told her off about not judging ppl and that just because they r different from everyone else doesn't mean they r not good ppl! so she pissed me off really bad and i've been wanting to cry all day. my bestfriend called my a bitch. ppl were little shits 2day. and i'm in a mood where i just want to crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep thinking about my fucked ^ life and how its so unfair. I mean i'm so mad i don't even want comfort food. u kno i'm not usually a depressed person but some times i feel that if i died no one would miss me or even give a damn, but don't get scared i'm not suicidal.