sleepless night
i hate it when i can sleep. i really need to get some sleep before my trip, but all of these thoughts just keep running through my head. thoughts about my future, guys, did i ever call that person back, did i pack everything.
i just watched friday night lights and so i started thinking about high school and how it is going to be over for me in a year. it will be the last year that i will get to preform on a stage. i can only imagine how emotional i am doing to be at the last show this season. because lets face it, i know i am not going to make it in any other shows and that will most likely be the last show of my life. these past two years have flown by. i just want to rewiend my life and put it in slow motion.
i miss the past.
i miss my friends.
i am not ready to face the future.
gosh wouldnt it suck to be in my head for a day, because this is what is going through my mind all of the time. and i wonder why i get stressed out.
well i need to get at least an hour of sleep before i leave, so good night all.
i just watched friday night lights and so i started thinking about high school and how it is going to be over for me in a year. it will be the last year that i will get to preform on a stage. i can only imagine how emotional i am doing to be at the last show this season. because lets face it, i know i am not going to make it in any other shows and that will most likely be the last show of my life. these past two years have flown by. i just want to rewiend my life and put it in slow motion.
i miss the past.
i miss my friends.
i am not ready to face the future.
gosh wouldnt it suck to be in my head for a day, because this is what is going through my mind all of the time. and i wonder why i get stressed out.
well i need to get at least an hour of sleep before i leave, so good night all.