ahh the drama
As much as I hate drama, my life is filled with it. I have found my love, and yet in a situation where i can't do what i want to do with the relationship. My ex mother-in-law seems to be angry at me for some reason, yet i really not sure why. I am following all her rules. I thinks she resents me having anyone in my life that might take me away.. and take me away it does because whereever she goes, i go. but i no what i am doing also being a grown woman... i have my boy, and i will never put him at risk for anything.. but i cannot stay here any longer.. not unless she is with me. i wasn't sure where our relationship was going at first, though i had an idea..i just knew that i never wanted her to leave... now i know.. and i am happy.. worried as all fucked, and stressed but happy..because when i look into her eyes i know the love thats there is real..i know that i am at peace..i know that we will be together for however long our love last...(never say forever).. my head just wants to destroy itself because it fears the worst because the worst has always happened..but this is different i know it is.. it has to be..so theres my drama..