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...life is so interesting sometimes in it's uninterestingness. if that makes any sense, which it probably doesn't. it's like...if life is full of drama, then everyone just bitches and moans. but if i lacks drama, then it's also kind of awkward. i dont know.
so here i am, just sitting. should probably be working on some homework but i'm not. well...it's not really homework per say, but rather supplemental listening i could do for my history of jazz class. and i REALLY want to pull an a in that class so i should probably be doing it.
so i'm sitting here listening to crazy for you.
my room smells like lysol because i cleaned today.
i just heard someone walk by on duty. i wonder which HA it was...hottie perhaps??
this is the most awkward roommate situation i could have ever imagined.
found out today that they hooked up last night...THAT's fun.
but it's cool because i'm SO over him. and her for that matter. vivi's advice really hit home...i dont want her leftovers. and she's the one fucking an idiot ;)
things are going ok i suppose. i intend to go into our meeting and explain to monica that i'm still unhappy. i'm still standing my ground. but maybe things don't have to be entirely unpleasant on the way to that meeting.
tomorrow night we're going to sigep. it'll have been a week since i yelled in front of the frat house...AWKWARD? hahaha. it's vivi's birthday though and she wants me to come and she OWNS that house so i'm not too worried. and who knows?? maybe there's a good guy just waiting for me, that i never thought of. hmmm...maybe a tall tall man i daresay? LOL. we'll see.
i feel like all of this shit i've been through in the past couple of weeks have really helped make me stronger. it sounds so cliche and so like i'm saying i'm real and strong but totally talking out my ass. but in reality, i honestly think i've become more resiliant and a bigger person because of this. it's all good
so here i am, just sitting. should probably be working on some homework but i'm not. well...it's not really homework per say, but rather supplemental listening i could do for my history of jazz class. and i REALLY want to pull an a in that class so i should probably be doing it.
so i'm sitting here listening to crazy for you.
my room smells like lysol because i cleaned today.
i just heard someone walk by on duty. i wonder which HA it was...hottie perhaps??
this is the most awkward roommate situation i could have ever imagined.
found out today that they hooked up last night...THAT's fun.
but it's cool because i'm SO over him. and her for that matter. vivi's advice really hit home...i dont want her leftovers. and she's the one fucking an idiot ;)
things are going ok i suppose. i intend to go into our meeting and explain to monica that i'm still unhappy. i'm still standing my ground. but maybe things don't have to be entirely unpleasant on the way to that meeting.
tomorrow night we're going to sigep. it'll have been a week since i yelled in front of the frat house...AWKWARD? hahaha. it's vivi's birthday though and she wants me to come and she OWNS that house so i'm not too worried. and who knows?? maybe there's a good guy just waiting for me, that i never thought of. hmmm...maybe a tall tall man i daresay? LOL. we'll see.
i feel like all of this shit i've been through in the past couple of weeks have really helped make me stronger. it sounds so cliche and so like i'm saying i'm real and strong but totally talking out my ass. but in reality, i honestly think i've become more resiliant and a bigger person because of this. it's all good