Nov 01, 2006 22:04
have you ever had such a strong memory?
something that completely brought you back to a certain time in your life?
i was conflicted then.
and in remembering, i'm conflicted.
i dont know if it's a pleasant thing to recollect or something that i would rather forget.
whatever it is, it's strong.
this whole soundtrack makes me think of that time.
it makes me think of the feelings i had.
THOSE were strong.
...what happened?
whatever it was, whatever it could have been, i miss it.
i miss that feeling that i can't articulate into words.
i miss that bubbling up of energy.
i miss those people, that strength of friendship, the unity we all felt
ok, ok...
i miss him.
it started off so swell, this let's pretend.
it all began so well, but what an end.
the climax of the plot should be the marriage knot.
but there's no knot for me.