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This is a song I wrote a long time ago...I changed it a little...no doubt it will be changed more....I am in such a bad mood more below....
“Baby It’s Cold Outside”
by:Brynn Titone
Baby It’s Cold Outside
Don’t Leave Me Out In The Cold
Take me Away
Into That Sun So Gold
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
Baby It’s Raining Out Here
Don’t Leave Me Out in the Rain
Let me Come In
To Your Face By The Window Pain
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
“Till The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
Oh, Oh Baby
You See The Leaves A changing
Oh, Oh Baby
I See your eyes through mine
Baby It’s Cold Outside
Don’t Leave Me Out In The Cold
Take me Away
Into That Sun So Gold
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
A friend has decided not to go with me to my hearing tmro (not for me, but for a judge to grant an injunction to protect me) and he waited till the last second. Now I understand this friend is in no way shape or form obligated to go....but he didn't have to wait till 9:47pm to tell me. But anyway, we have been spending a lot of time together and I appriciate it, but I don't know if he does, I think he thinks I am getting the wrong idea. I slept over at his house last night. It was nice to cuddle with some one and not be expected to perform any favors if you know what I mean. Like I love being paid attention to, and having such a good friend. In fact he's my only friend...and I think that is the problem. All the friends I have that live far away that I talk to about him say he is hitting on me when I tell them what happens between us, and I just tell them no. He has point blank told me he doesn't feel that way about me. And I might have felt that way for like 5.3 seconds but now he's like my big brother, I mean I can't even talk to him about sex. Who knows maybe in the future I could feel that way about him, but for now I feel like he's my good friend. Especially coming off the Justin thing. I just feel like he's burt out with me. And when I say sorry, he goes "stop feeling sorry for yourself". I lost it! No fucking way! I was just trying to be nice! I felt like I was taking advantage of his caringness toward me. I don't even understand it. I feel like everything I do is wrong. See he would say that's feeling sorry for myself but it's not. And he just can't tell me straight up what he's feeling, he has to beat around the bush. Well That is sort of what's going on. Do you all think I should not go over there anymore. I sort have been over every day of the week. And made him and his room mates dinner and brownies and cookies. And when Justin had to pick up his stuff he came with me. And when this thing happened he took me out to a nice resturant for dinner, He's an amazing friend and I don't want to lose him...I'm so confused....
“Baby It’s Cold Outside”
by:Brynn Titone
Baby It’s Cold Outside
Don’t Leave Me Out In The Cold
Take me Away
Into That Sun So Gold
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
Baby It’s Raining Out Here
Don’t Leave Me Out in the Rain
Let me Come In
To Your Face By The Window Pain
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
“Till The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
Oh, Oh Baby
You See The Leaves A changing
Oh, Oh Baby
I See your eyes through mine
Baby It’s Cold Outside
Don’t Leave Me Out In The Cold
Take me Away
Into That Sun So Gold
And I’ll Stay With You
Yes I’ll Stay With You
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns Cold
Until The Sun Turns
A friend has decided not to go with me to my hearing tmro (not for me, but for a judge to grant an injunction to protect me) and he waited till the last second. Now I understand this friend is in no way shape or form obligated to go....but he didn't have to wait till 9:47pm to tell me. But anyway, we have been spending a lot of time together and I appriciate it, but I don't know if he does, I think he thinks I am getting the wrong idea. I slept over at his house last night. It was nice to cuddle with some one and not be expected to perform any favors if you know what I mean. Like I love being paid attention to, and having such a good friend. In fact he's my only friend...and I think that is the problem. All the friends I have that live far away that I talk to about him say he is hitting on me when I tell them what happens between us, and I just tell them no. He has point blank told me he doesn't feel that way about me. And I might have felt that way for like 5.3 seconds but now he's like my big brother, I mean I can't even talk to him about sex. Who knows maybe in the future I could feel that way about him, but for now I feel like he's my good friend. Especially coming off the Justin thing. I just feel like he's burt out with me. And when I say sorry, he goes "stop feeling sorry for yourself". I lost it! No fucking way! I was just trying to be nice! I felt like I was taking advantage of his caringness toward me. I don't even understand it. I feel like everything I do is wrong. See he would say that's feeling sorry for myself but it's not. And he just can't tell me straight up what he's feeling, he has to beat around the bush. Well That is sort of what's going on. Do you all think I should not go over there anymore. I sort have been over every day of the week. And made him and his room mates dinner and brownies and cookies. And when Justin had to pick up his stuff he came with me. And when this thing happened he took me out to a nice resturant for dinner, He's an amazing friend and I don't want to lose him...I'm so confused....