pretend that you're feelin a little more pain...

Jun 02, 2005 14:02


pretend that you're feelin a little more pain...

i am tired of this. dreamin about him. waking up crying. i can't handle it. it sucks. i don't know if i've ever been this heartbroken. oh well...i just hope he is happy. because that is all i want for him. i'm goin to be ok. i think. it's just goin to take me a lot of time. on the other hand...more ( Read more... )

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labellamucca June 3 2005, 16:44:40 UTC
i LOVE you. it's just bullshit. i found some stuff out last night. i was a reality check. it's all clear now. it was all bullshit. like...i can't talk about it on here. it is pretty fucked up though. some people are so two faced. i know you know how i feel. it's bullshit. i'm goin to be ok though. it is goin to take me time to get over him. i loved him, more than anything else...i always told him i would always love him more. it's true. i have always loved him more. i can see that now. that's why...it's over. it's not a matter of caring anymore. he's over me...so i guess i should try to get over him. it's killing me, but i would rather not waste my time crying, being depressed, and all that shit because he is happy. he is fine. i have heard he is doing GREAT. happy with somebody else. supposidly. but i mean. it's a rumor so i can't really go any farther on that...but ya know. i think it is going to help me in the end. i'm gonna be alright. i will always love him. no matter how much he hurts me. i will always have a place for him in my heart. im not getting with anybody else...so if he ever wants to give it another try...i will be here. BUT...i'm not going to wait forever. if i do that...it will literally kill me. i will love him forever...love sucks.

it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

i LOVE you.

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lilmisserica June 3 2005, 17:14:44 UTC
Moll i love you so much!
hunnie it will take time to get over. but that is what you are going to have to do. especially if you want things to be okay betweent the both of you.i will always be here for you if you need me.don't believe everything that you hear. but i will call you later on tonight sometime.to talk to you more about this.
love you baby
x0_E

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savannnnnah June 6 2005, 11:15:14 UTC
WHO are you talking about Molly!? Geez Louise lol I never know who you're talking about because ya know... :)

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