i'm barely hangin on...
i'm barely hangin on...
pj:
i am so confused right now. you are the best guy in the world and you deserve nothing less than the best. i care about you, more than anything else, and i would NEVER do anything to hurt you. you meant the world to me. you made me happier than anyone else ever has. you respected me and treated me better than anyone. i'm used to being with assholes that don't respect me and treat me like pure shit. you were different. you are amazing. i don't know what is going on. my world came crashing down. i don't know what you have been hearing from other people. rumors ruin everything. it sucks because it is their word against mine. you can belive whoever you want to believe, but i just wish you would give me the chance to tell you the truth. i know what i've done in the past. i know what i do. you can't always believe everything you hear. it's ocean springs. high school bullshit. it's killing me. you are hurting and i don't know how to make it better. i just wish people wouldn't talk shit. you were the best thing that ever happend to me and now...i lost you...because of lies. rumors. and it sucks so bad because it's not my fault. people are telling you things that aren't true. but i am the only one who knows the truth...so maybe, if you are willing, give me the chance to tell you the truth. it's ultimately up to you. i just want you to be happy, even if that means that i am going to be miserable. just be happy baby. hopefully things will work out...
<3 always
mollie