im thinking back, so many faces... my heart, my love's turning pages...

May 06, 2005 18:42

well, goodbye UD.... i'm sitting here waiting for Dad to come get me.. I'm the last one of the BQ's left on 1 North.. it's such a weird, sad day. i just want to go home and sleep and not think about it. i'm going to miss UD so much this summer, and next year. i realize that this is a wonderful opportunity, and that i'm going to have a great year in italy, but i just feel like im losing so much. for some reason its really hard to focus on the joy of this whole experience right now. i dont know what im going to do without my friends and my more to life loves. you all mean so much to me, i better hear from you this summer!

this year was a good one. a lot of shit happened, shit that shouldnt happen to anyone... but thats growing up. seeing the world for what it is - a place where lots of bad things can happen - but making the best of it, coming out stronger, and living for the moments. and there have been so many wonderful ones this year. meeting the girls, forming the frat, laying outside marycrest in the sun for hours, more to life... i could go on forever. ive met so many wonderful friends this year, learned so much, grown so much... it's going to be a good summer, but a long 15 months till i get to come back here.

so goodbye to everyone at UD.... for now. i love you.
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