I need help
I hate this, I'm pushing people to do well and I'm always checkin on em and I like making sure everyones doing the right thing, but then theres me. i don't know what the fuck I'm doing. No ones pushing me, I want to push myself, thats how i survived middle school and i was an honor student. Now look at me, I'm a fucking failure with no motivation, or its there but I'm not using it. I don't know what to do with myself, I don't know how to help myself, I'm so confused. I want to do so well and i set such high goals, aspirations and standards, but i don't live up to them, what kind of shit is this. I'm so lost!!!! I need to go to fucking class, I'm so off the ball i don't know whats going on, I just don't fucking know. I am serious about school, I thought I was, i want to be, I need to be, i can be, I'll push myself, i will. And thats that, thats just it, i have to help myself, fucking shit! Okay.
NO, not okay, going to try to be okay. My split ersonality, Ambitous, is going to try and push Slacker.
NO, not okay, going to try to be okay. My split ersonality, Ambitous, is going to try and push Slacker.