People make mistakes

[label_punkness]

okay..well, raquel fucking hates me. i dont blame her. everyones going against me now. taylor is gonna hate me..but i have other friends that care alot bout me. i am lonely but i wickedly like matt. my feelings are the reasonsa everyone hates me. im sorry but i never ment to hurt my sister i never have. i love raquel but i messed up big time. i wont be able to fix it and i cant ignore wat they say bout me and i cant igonre wat i did to raquel. if anyone knew how i feel now, theyd think i was insane or something. i like matt, he likes me..true, im fucking extatic bout that but the aftermath isnt so pleasant. he can my friend, he cant replcae my sister tho, no one can. i cant fix wat i didto her and i wish i could. i wish i could be happy and have my sister be happy too. this whole deal with william and matt is confusing me but i cant help feelings so im sorry as fuck. if me and matt dont work, ill feel so fucking shitty..i doubt theyd acsept me again. i dunno wat im suppost to do now. well im goona go do whatever it is a girl that kills friendships does..

Billi