Scariest Night of My Life!

[labebe]

Last night was insane! I went over to Joes house and we were just hanging out, watching TV like always. I was quite hungry so we went to McDonalds. This was the NICEST McDonalds I have ever seen! I got pictures of it on my phone haha! Anyways, I got a McFlurry. It was yummy. Then Joe and I went back to his house and started watching Dawn of the Dead. I'm not good with scary movies, so I wasn't really watching. Then after a little, I began feeling super sick to my stomach and got really warm. I thought I was gonna be sick, so I told Joe I wasn't feeling well. He got me water and then put my hair up. He rubbed my back and then after a little while my stomach was feeling better, but I was shaking uncontrolably. Joe took my pulse which was normal, and then got his mom. His mom asked me all these questions, like medications I was on, food I had eaten that day and all this other stuff. I was really scaring myself and Joe. I couldn't control what I was doing. I couldn't talk or sit still. Joe's mom thought that my blood suger was low. Joe got me a glass of pop to drink and then an orange to eat but I hate oranges and food was making me feel sick, so I didn't eat it. But after a while, I was feeling better. Eventually I got up to pee and I didn't feel shaky or dizzy which was good. So, after that I drove home. I made it home okay, but everything that happened that night was so weird and scary. I'm never gonna let my blood sugar get low again. I'm definitely gonna watch what I eat from now on and eat more frequently. I just don't want anyone to think I'm weird or anorexic or bulimic. So many things were going through my head though, like what if I was becoming diabetic? or having a sezuire? or an allergic reaction to my medications? or they did something to my McFlurry? or something? I know a lot of those are crazy thoughts, but when you are shaking uncontrolably, you think anything. I was sooo terrified.

Joe-Thank you for being there for me last night. Thank you for helping me calm down and being the most amazing boyfriend ever. Everything you did for me last night made me love you 73473243 times more. You are the best thing that has EVER happened to me. I love you more than anything!!

Joes prom tonight with Luke. I'm pretty excited. I'm just scared something is gonna happen like last night. But if I eat, I should be okay.

Thats all for now. Skipped school to get ready for Prom all day and to make sure I'm okay from last night. I'll update tomorrow.