unnecessary casualties
k...what the fuck? be mad at me...fine, i understand and i hate it but i can accept that, but don't fucking be an asshole to my friends, who really have absolutely nothing to do with it. so frustrated and stressed by it all.
so i'm all packed up and ready to go for tomorrow, cept for like toothbrush and stuff for tomorrow morning. it's a wierd feeling thou, because i don't have butterflies this time, and i feel like i know what to expect; i'm sort of numb to a certain extent, but i'm so incredibly terrified about the roommate situation...but i mean i totally don't want to jinx it, but like honestly, can it get any worse than miss inglewood?
i'm so tired of falling in love...finding it easier to fall out. absolutely false, mr. day...complete and total bullshit...i'm so tired of playing this game...now thats more like it.. i love that song, yes i do.
shopped all day for last minute stuff... i keep seeing people who so have to be getting ready to move in, buying last second lamps and pillows and water. i bought socks for like seriously the first time in like three years...i totally realized that i hadn't brought any socks at all, of any sort to FSSP with me...fixed that situation and stocked up on soap and shampoo and more organizers to utilize the space better. i think i'm gonna bring summore lamps this time too- and make an official rule that no overhead florescent lighting may ever be used. ever. because i don't want to have to slit my wrists. those lights encourage suicide i swear.
but you know what, mr/miss anonymous? you didn't completely win, because i got two little bundles of happiness tonight that can make anything okay...
will post pickies later...but isabella ( izzy for short) and sophie are my adorable new kittens
so i'm all packed up and ready to go for tomorrow, cept for like toothbrush and stuff for tomorrow morning. it's a wierd feeling thou, because i don't have butterflies this time, and i feel like i know what to expect; i'm sort of numb to a certain extent, but i'm so incredibly terrified about the roommate situation...but i mean i totally don't want to jinx it, but like honestly, can it get any worse than miss inglewood?
i'm so tired of falling in love...finding it easier to fall out. absolutely false, mr. day...complete and total bullshit...i'm so tired of playing this game...now thats more like it.. i love that song, yes i do.
shopped all day for last minute stuff... i keep seeing people who so have to be getting ready to move in, buying last second lamps and pillows and water. i bought socks for like seriously the first time in like three years...i totally realized that i hadn't brought any socks at all, of any sort to FSSP with me...fixed that situation and stocked up on soap and shampoo and more organizers to utilize the space better. i think i'm gonna bring summore lamps this time too- and make an official rule that no overhead florescent lighting may ever be used. ever. because i don't want to have to slit my wrists. those lights encourage suicide i swear.
but you know what, mr/miss anonymous? you didn't completely win, because i got two little bundles of happiness tonight that can make anything okay...
will post pickies later...but isabella ( izzy for short) and sophie are my adorable new kittens