what the fuck
if the goal was to publicly humiliate and make me feel like shit, or rather, a whore, you succeeded. congratulations.
you have every right to be mad at me for what happened, but those comments were completely out of context. and they ended up just hurting people.
today WAS a good day...slept in, visisted fletcher, then ate way too much with chinky and steph, visited sean, then mikey, then chilled at my dorm -- guess who'se still out of town :) -- then saw wicker park, which was way better than i thought it would be and we really liked it alot, then met up with addie, allie, and sara in my dorm and sean later at chinky's and it started to be a wonderful night, which i specifically got lots of sleep last night for to stay up late tonight...and then ry called (so not even anywhere near your fault at all, so just the messenger) with news which made me cry and throw up and just like seriously what the fuck...it basically ruined my night, so thanks for that, maybe that was another perk, if that was your goal...
but i don't even want to sweat it, it so shouldn't even matter; i really hate more that it hurts people i care about so much...but fuck, if there weren't bad nights than the good ones wouldn't be so sweet...i just wish it was delt with differently or i dunno, i just wish it wasn't hurting the people it is...
more will be cleared up tomorrow i hope...
ay dios mio
garden state tomorrow!
you have every right to be mad at me for what happened, but those comments were completely out of context. and they ended up just hurting people.
today WAS a good day...slept in, visisted fletcher, then ate way too much with chinky and steph, visited sean, then mikey, then chilled at my dorm -- guess who'se still out of town :) -- then saw wicker park, which was way better than i thought it would be and we really liked it alot, then met up with addie, allie, and sara in my dorm and sean later at chinky's and it started to be a wonderful night, which i specifically got lots of sleep last night for to stay up late tonight...and then ry called (so not even anywhere near your fault at all, so just the messenger) with news which made me cry and throw up and just like seriously what the fuck...it basically ruined my night, so thanks for that, maybe that was another perk, if that was your goal...
but i don't even want to sweat it, it so shouldn't even matter; i really hate more that it hurts people i care about so much...but fuck, if there weren't bad nights than the good ones wouldn't be so sweet...i just wish it was delt with differently or i dunno, i just wish it wasn't hurting the people it is...
more will be cleared up tomorrow i hope...
ay dios mio
garden state tomorrow!