just a feeling
my life has become so monotonous.
my world as of now is revolved around work. while there is nothing else to really focus on as ben is not here. i still hate it. all my friends have pretty much gone their own ways. except for we all occasionally getting together and having a meal and a laugh. we rarely see each other and when we do it's great, but we don't really have time like we used to, to spend with each other. i have learned to be more autonomous, doing things on my own. reading more, maybe i should starting baking more again. all my free time just seems wasted. i sit around, i take naps. i don't do anything productive.
i should probably try to see if i can do some volunteer work on my days off.
my world as of now is revolved around work. while there is nothing else to really focus on as ben is not here. i still hate it. all my friends have pretty much gone their own ways. except for we all occasionally getting together and having a meal and a laugh. we rarely see each other and when we do it's great, but we don't really have time like we used to, to spend with each other. i have learned to be more autonomous, doing things on my own. reading more, maybe i should starting baking more again. all my free time just seems wasted. i sit around, i take naps. i don't do anything productive.
i should probably try to see if i can do some volunteer work on my days off.