guess i'd rather hurt, than feel nothing at all
so i met ben's family the other day. i wish it was under better circumstances, his grandmother had recently passed away. his family was super nice to me, and they're actually really funny. they remind me a lot of benjamin.
ben told me they really liked me. that makes me feel a lot better.
i'd never been to a shivah, or anything like that before. so when i was there, i could feel all the sad energy, and the saddest person of them all, understandably was his grandfather. every time i saw his grandfather, not occupied with something, there was this immense sadness in his eyes. it made me so sad, i started to cry. it was almost painful to see the look in his eyes.
i can't imagine how that feels. and i really hope i don't have to.
ben told me they really liked me. that makes me feel a lot better.
i'd never been to a shivah, or anything like that before. so when i was there, i could feel all the sad energy, and the saddest person of them all, understandably was his grandfather. every time i saw his grandfather, not occupied with something, there was this immense sadness in his eyes. it made me so sad, i started to cry. it was almost painful to see the look in his eyes.
i can't imagine how that feels. and i really hope i don't have to.