Dec 25, 2003 17:14
A year ago ...
I was far far away, across the ocean, at carrie's house where I had just moved.
Although tons and tons of things have changed in my life - leaving such awesome friends + carrie and my host family and soo many things, being back to france which was pretty hard, school starting back again, seeing all my old friends ..., loosing 15 kilos (!), going to boarding school then, quitting smocking (for real this time havent smocked in 4 months), started up smocking pot again, having a bf, fighting more and more with my parents, soccer games, etc...
Et bien malgre tout ca, I dont really feel any different. I guess I am more patient, more generous maybe and that I lie a little less. But thats all.
Well and also what I want to do with my life and how to do it has became WAY clearer for me.
The weird thing is that everyone finds me changed. For the best. So I guess its all good.
But you know I wish I could do something else, something more useful than just going to school, betement.
Anyways, I hope everyone of those I care about in the states are doing good and that you guys had a good christmas - surprinsingly enough I did.
AND I really really hope I'll see everyone of you soon -which mean in a few years.
Thank you for having been there in the states; each of you thought me something.