frustrated and tired bohemian
well...life...
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wow i hate high school
and i hate that i can never do anything right >_< RAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH
*smashes head in keyboard*
i just cant even describe it.....
days go by and i feel progressively more tired and lethargic.
is it right that im constantly questioning friendships with my FRIENDS?!?
no it sure as hell isnt...
its not fair that im torturing myself with these thoughts...my friggin GOD how long till graduation!?!
its...RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR thats all i can say.
this whole thing is driving me crazy.
im being avioded all the time
and my moms no help...last night shse was like "when i was in high school" this and "my friends" that...damn...
well thats only proof to me that its not in my head anymore....even my mom is noticing it now... i really wish things were like it used to be...
actually, i just wish we could all go back to ics and never have to leave, everything would be back to normal...god i hate being depressed. its really not how it should be...but what can i do?
im genuinly hated and theres nothing i can do ;_;
DOES EVERYONE HERE KNOW SOMETHING THAT I DONT!?!!? IMM BEGGING YOU PLEASE TELL ME!!!!
at least life outside of school is good
hitch hikers on friday with rachel
yankees on saturday with em and dad
dirty rotten scoundrels *fingers crossed* on sunday with usagi
mebbe after this weekend the vagons should just blow the planet to smithereens and i can hitchhike my ass off this dirt ball....
....................
wow i hate high school
and i hate that i can never do anything right >_< RAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH
*smashes head in keyboard*
i just cant even describe it.....
days go by and i feel progressively more tired and lethargic.
is it right that im constantly questioning friendships with my FRIENDS?!?
no it sure as hell isnt...
its not fair that im torturing myself with these thoughts...my friggin GOD how long till graduation!?!
its...RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR thats all i can say.
this whole thing is driving me crazy.
im being avioded all the time
and my moms no help...last night shse was like "when i was in high school" this and "my friends" that...damn...
well thats only proof to me that its not in my head anymore....even my mom is noticing it now... i really wish things were like it used to be...
actually, i just wish we could all go back to ics and never have to leave, everything would be back to normal...god i hate being depressed. its really not how it should be...but what can i do?
im genuinly hated and theres nothing i can do ;_;
DOES EVERYONE HERE KNOW SOMETHING THAT I DONT!?!!? IMM BEGGING YOU PLEASE TELL ME!!!!
at least life outside of school is good
hitch hikers on friday with rachel
yankees on saturday with em and dad
dirty rotten scoundrels *fingers crossed* on sunday with usagi
mebbe after this weekend the vagons should just blow the planet to smithereens and i can hitchhike my ass off this dirt ball....