scared beyond anything bohemian

Mar 21, 2005 16:26

ok listen up cause this is my first REAL angst entry...

this caaaant have a good ending...
i can just see certain people ripping cartain other peoples heads off

i thought it was for real at first
then he told me that it was a joke
now its just going waay outta control
and now its gotten to the point that it wouldnt even be ha-ha funny if the truth comes out
something tells me that this could ruin quite a few friendships...
because lets face it, even though im a girl and i think this is funny, girls over react ESPECIALLY the ones we're dealing with
i think this thing on wednesday could mean death for the three of us if the one who started this doenst fess up otherwise...

brrrr i dont even wanna think about it
this is scary
cause if you try and play it out in your head, no matter what is said is gonna be ugly... im kinda scared
seriously, look at this scenario... i dont even see him getting out of this alive
not after theyve made such a big deal about this
parents and guidance involved....ouch... this is such a lame way to die...this is so NOT COOL
but what im really scared about is when one of the girls (or both of them) call me tonigh.
am i suppost to play along? or what? cause theres no way in HELL im telling whats really going on
i think ill be strangled through the phone...oh boy
apparently after school he ran into guidance after i told the both of them that she went in there to get numbers and stuff and started yellin something like "im straight edge i swear!" thats the last ive heard though...oh my god oh my god oh my god
i mean im gonna be honest i laughed when he told me going to 7th period that it was a joke but i just cant believe that its gotten this outta hand.... boys are sp stupid sometimes....especially when they probably knew that they would react like this....

all well

whatever happens, happens...

see you at the intervention on wednesday... -_-*deep breath* oi.... i hate being a teenager...my blood pressure is so high right now...

ps - ~*~thinking of maureen~*~ little angel, fly high ;_;
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