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Feb 19, 2008 20:53

Well, it's finalized. I am going to do Heian Japan, and not even the evil that is my history teacher will stop me!!! MUHAHAHAHA! Yeah.... I will lie about magazine articles found online if I have to. *shifty eyes*

On another note, I got an B- on my independent essay on "The Love Song of J Alfred Prufrock" because I don't "think things through"... since when is that a surprise? And my English teacher's wife (who was pregnant) went into induced labor today, so tomorrow we shall find out baby sex and name... yay! It's has been a secret and it's his first child. Congrats Mr. Eliott!!!

I have no will to do what's best. No matter how hard I try, my heart wants to believe everything's ok. Mentally, I know it's not, but it's difficult, because I don't know how to let go of the people I have to. I want my emotion and energy and life back. I gave it away to help them, and they repay me with lies and secrets. I'm so tired.

I WANT TEA!!!! GIVE ME TEA! ORE-SAMA DEMANDS IT!!!!!! (yes, I know I used a Japanese male pronoun that is commonly used by Atobe in PoT... get over it! and give me tea)

term paper, heian period, teachers, me, tea, congrats

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