May 23, 2005 01:42
it's been said numerous times that i seem very happy these days. it's true. mostly. if anything i feel more resilient. more able to cope with the perpetual stream of shit that is funneled directly into my life by some celestial shovel. i fall apart less easily. i tend towards an air of resignation now, instead of internally raging against what is or isn't fair. it's been said that i am in a short period of tumult and transition, astrologically speaking. a period that is connecting two much longer legs of my life. basically my job situation is sort of fucked. if i can't find another job on par with my current design position, then i'm moving when my lease runs out in 2006. if not sooner.