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so here we go with another sad entry? maybe.
this has been the best / worst summer of my life. i don't wanna get into details but there was love, secrets, seduction, depression, happiness, deception, lies, booze, hangovers, heartbreak, and music. aka one hell of a party.
the first part of summer was a blast. fast cars and faster heartbeats. the second part was... well, not as good. let me just say that i didn't know hearbreak hurt this much. or lasted this long. i'll be glad when it's gone.
it's weird, though. i'll wake up some mornings feeling completely refreshed and rid of feelings i know i shouldn't have and i feel great. but then there are nights like these where i feel as though i'm back to square one.
but in two weeks i won't have to think about it. in two weeks i'll return to my other life in washington d.c. i'll have a job at night life agency as a party promoter. i'll get to return to my favorite lifestyle: the socialite. mmm i can taste it :) i just hope i don't die. WHAT? no... wink wink.
this has been the best / worst summer of my life. i don't wanna get into details but there was love, secrets, seduction, depression, happiness, deception, lies, booze, hangovers, heartbreak, and music. aka one hell of a party.
the first part of summer was a blast. fast cars and faster heartbeats. the second part was... well, not as good. let me just say that i didn't know hearbreak hurt this much. or lasted this long. i'll be glad when it's gone.
it's weird, though. i'll wake up some mornings feeling completely refreshed and rid of feelings i know i shouldn't have and i feel great. but then there are nights like these where i feel as though i'm back to square one.
but in two weeks i won't have to think about it. in two weeks i'll return to my other life in washington d.c. i'll have a job at night life agency as a party promoter. i'll get to return to my favorite lifestyle: the socialite. mmm i can taste it :) i just hope i don't die. WHAT? no... wink wink.