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Is it peculiar that I live in fear that everyone I love will die today? If my mother goes to the store, or my boyfriend is 10 minutes late calling me I absolutely freak out. Since I was very small I can remember thinking "This is the last time i will ever see my mother". A day without speaking and I'm sure my friends are dead in a ditch or their bodies are decaying in the trunk of some psycho's car. What could this mean?