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Sep 30, 2004 09:13

so those who are last shall be first, and those who are first shall be last.
-matthew 20:16

oh heavens tuh betsy.

im so excited to go home tonight after discipleship. to sit on the couch next to my mum and her play with my hair and to hang out with my sister and talk to her and for my dad to come into my room at like 6am and give me a kiss on the forehead before he leaves for work and to lay on alex and erics super comfy couches and be completely comfortable and watch movies and to go out to dinner w/ my family and have good discussions about everything and to drive around my town and to go to groves and visit mrs cibor.

i've been one giant ball of emotions this week. i daresay i didnt like it, not even a little bit, not even at all. and it was mos definitely because of my lame-oh period (johnzo says i can say pms and period, as long as i never utter the M word, haha) and that really frusterates me. last night i was really enjoying myself and i wanted to talk to you about so many things and hang out and then i just let unrelated other stuff get in the way of that and that made me sad. it was a lose-lose situation. no that is a lie. not lose lose. just a poopy situation i think.

thank you for listening and not minding when raindrops fall :)

this weekend a buncha people from state are visiting bloomfield. im super excited. kinda worried cos i love where i live and i want other people to love it too, but its ok if they dont. mainly im just excited to hang out w/ everyone.

thats about it for now. i have my first managerial accounting exam today. i dont think it should be too bad. i've been able to study quite a bit this week and hang out at the same time which has been tiiiiiiight.

i love how God blesses me even when everything isnt a bowl of cherries and how I know in my heart that it is going to be fine and that I can have peace about everything.

<3
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