hello , im back
i m back , Im the fortunate owner of a lovely macbook and being online again and SINGLE means that i will be posting regularly.
It has been a difficult year so far. In january me and ben split up definitely, It has been hard, I have been going through all sort of emotions from tears to rage. Losing someone hurts so much. But now that I stopped all contact, being friends does not really work , just keeps me holding there, getting upset all over again. 5 years are a long time so I guess i got to grieve and move on.
Coincidentally is the first anniversary of my fathers death in Easter Monday .
Right now im teaching full-time in a school in East Dulwich and although it distracts me from my sorrow ,it also drains me emotionally. ME and other colleagues go to the pub regularly, lots of great pubs in this area. I find this ritual the most helpful, Talking and a couple of drinks gas become my therapy and also increases my lagging apetite.
Hope all my friends are well. Love
It has been a difficult year so far. In january me and ben split up definitely, It has been hard, I have been going through all sort of emotions from tears to rage. Losing someone hurts so much. But now that I stopped all contact, being friends does not really work , just keeps me holding there, getting upset all over again. 5 years are a long time so I guess i got to grieve and move on.
Coincidentally is the first anniversary of my fathers death in Easter Monday .
Right now im teaching full-time in a school in East Dulwich and although it distracts me from my sorrow ,it also drains me emotionally. ME and other colleagues go to the pub regularly, lots of great pubs in this area. I find this ritual the most helpful, Talking and a couple of drinks gas become my therapy and also increases my lagging apetite.
Hope all my friends are well. Love