Life Goes On
Ok then here goes a summary of my life
School: So far school is good i like all the classes im in, all the teachers are pretty kool, i just dont like all the work we already have to do and this is just the begining. I still ride the bus, which sucks i really dont lie it and in the mornings the freshmen wont shut up, and in the afternoon i dont have anyone to talk to so yeah i just sit there and listen to music. I miss everyone who use to ride it with me. This is i decided thats going to be different in so many ways but each time i try to do what i was supposed to do something comes up and ruins what i had planned, i hate it. I cant wait til homecoming even though i said i might not be going must probably i will b/c i need to go out and have fun i need to dance and let some of this energy out, its not the same to dance alone in your room to dance with friends in a good enviroment for it.
Work: Ok, so i'm working at Chick-Fil-A Fridays 4-close and Saturdays 6AM-2PM, its ok i guess i just wish i could go in alittle later and get more sleep b/c on Sundays there is no way i can get some extra sleep, i have my mother who wakes me up at 7:30 so we could clean the house or do something "useful" in the day. Well anyways going back to work.... I like working Friday nights i dont have to be home which is good, the only bad things its that i cant get together with friends, not that i really did before. i like the people that work night shift, they are all great. Saturday mornings kinda suck b/c i'm so tired from the night before, but once i wide awake i'm good, the thing i dont like is when the send me back and i have to work with my mother, she critices everything i do, like always there is nothing i can do right in her eyes.
My Life: Well i just feel like crap there is no other way how to describe it. New school year, the same thing as always. I wish i could change how i feel but i dont know how there is day i even feel like crying for no reason, and this has happened all my highschool live not just now. its like i feel a prisoner of my self i dunno if that makes any sense but thats how i feel. However there are things that cheer me up, I like being at school and getting away from some thinking, i like going to work on friday nights and defenetly getting away from everyone i really know there i can be anything i want because nobody really knows me so i can be who i am, i like being in my room by my self, listen to music, and just relax in the dark and think about nothing and everything at the same time, i love to be able and sleep and rest from all my problems. I hate being shy i cant even carry on a conversation without reaching a point wher silance falls and i feel so stupid not being able to come up with something to say.
well thats it for now, a really odd and mixed entry...
~Johana~
School: So far school is good i like all the classes im in, all the teachers are pretty kool, i just dont like all the work we already have to do and this is just the begining. I still ride the bus, which sucks i really dont lie it and in the mornings the freshmen wont shut up, and in the afternoon i dont have anyone to talk to so yeah i just sit there and listen to music. I miss everyone who use to ride it with me. This is i decided thats going to be different in so many ways but each time i try to do what i was supposed to do something comes up and ruins what i had planned, i hate it. I cant wait til homecoming even though i said i might not be going must probably i will b/c i need to go out and have fun i need to dance and let some of this energy out, its not the same to dance alone in your room to dance with friends in a good enviroment for it.
Work: Ok, so i'm working at Chick-Fil-A Fridays 4-close and Saturdays 6AM-2PM, its ok i guess i just wish i could go in alittle later and get more sleep b/c on Sundays there is no way i can get some extra sleep, i have my mother who wakes me up at 7:30 so we could clean the house or do something "useful" in the day. Well anyways going back to work.... I like working Friday nights i dont have to be home which is good, the only bad things its that i cant get together with friends, not that i really did before. i like the people that work night shift, they are all great. Saturday mornings kinda suck b/c i'm so tired from the night before, but once i wide awake i'm good, the thing i dont like is when the send me back and i have to work with my mother, she critices everything i do, like always there is nothing i can do right in her eyes.
My Life: Well i just feel like crap there is no other way how to describe it. New school year, the same thing as always. I wish i could change how i feel but i dont know how there is day i even feel like crying for no reason, and this has happened all my highschool live not just now. its like i feel a prisoner of my self i dunno if that makes any sense but thats how i feel. However there are things that cheer me up, I like being at school and getting away from some thinking, i like going to work on friday nights and defenetly getting away from everyone i really know there i can be anything i want because nobody really knows me so i can be who i am, i like being in my room by my self, listen to music, and just relax in the dark and think about nothing and everything at the same time, i love to be able and sleep and rest from all my problems. I hate being shy i cant even carry on a conversation without reaching a point wher silance falls and i feel so stupid not being able to come up with something to say.
well thats it for now, a really odd and mixed entry...
~Johana~