Dec 01, 2006 10:23
I have a gorgeous, loving girlfriend. I'm starting to get contacts in my career. I have friends I can call on at almost anytime to help me. And the future is looking to be started.
Yet I sit here wondering why it is easier to come up with complaints and overreactions, than to relay the good bits of my life. Perhaps I need anecdotes.... but I've never been good with those.
So on the other hand:
I see my girlfriend about 15 hours a week, most of which is sleeping. I'm realizing how much I don't know in my field. I'm to intro and stubborn to ask friends for help. And it's difficult for me to take that first chance towards the future.
and thus a bittersweet glimpse into the enigma that is I
And Black Out
-A2