Feeling blueish ... even though I'm wearing orange
So I just looked at a condo. It's gorgeous. Hard wood floors, completely up to me about refrigerator/stove/dishwasher/counter tops/comes with washer/dryer. Has a small front porch and a larger back porch. Seriously. BEAUTIFUL.
It's not what we want precisely, so I want to look at some others. I'm a little overwhelmed about looking and finding a realtor, and everything else involved. I don't know what order to do anything in. I would like a fairy godmother, please.
What's frustrating is that this condo is beautiful and they have a breakdown of the fees and everything. I can't afford it while staying at my job. So I'll go look other places and try to save some money, but i'm overwhelmed and bothered.
I'll make a date with T for this week so we can create a budget. That will feel like a step in the right direction. Still, it doesn't really matter. Budget or no, my salary would not be able to put me in that condo. If I worked in a public school instead of an alternative school, I would make more money. If I went back to working in computers, I would make more money. If, if, if ...
I need to get my shit together.
It's not what we want precisely, so I want to look at some others. I'm a little overwhelmed about looking and finding a realtor, and everything else involved. I don't know what order to do anything in. I would like a fairy godmother, please.
What's frustrating is that this condo is beautiful and they have a breakdown of the fees and everything. I can't afford it while staying at my job. So I'll go look other places and try to save some money, but i'm overwhelmed and bothered.
I'll make a date with T for this week so we can create a budget. That will feel like a step in the right direction. Still, it doesn't really matter. Budget or no, my salary would not be able to put me in that condo. If I worked in a public school instead of an alternative school, I would make more money. If I went back to working in computers, I would make more money. If, if, if ...
I need to get my shit together.