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Part of me feels this anger and frustration that is bringing me the closest iv been to tears... in a while.
hold my hand and lets run and climb to the top of the highest mountain and scream... just scream.
So on one hand I have more drama w/ u than I had w/ someone I was w/ for 16 months... & we aren't even together. You tell me the sickness and obsession in that. I can't have that, its purely unhealthy.
just friends.
thats all I can have.
thats all I can say.
-end.
& u...
You bring me to a point where I want to scream at the top of my lungs. The only good part of that, is that it reminds me Im alive and capable of feeling such extreme emotion. But iv had it. Using our past, our history, and our comfort is no excuse to completely ignore every word that comes out of my mouth. or to ignore my feelings and state of emotions.. cause hey, who the hell cares.. she'll be around forever, right?
-end.
...I don't know what it means.. what this means.. but i like it. i like hearing myself laugh as loudly as you make me laugh. i forgot that your jaw hurts when you smile for too long. thanks for reminding me. I forgot what it felt like .. to see someone who likes to see you smile.. and smiles, when you smile.
I forgot what it felt like ...all of this. And im not looking further than what I can see... All I can do is thank you for reminding me.
-end.
hold my hand and lets run and climb to the top of the highest mountain and scream... just scream.
So on one hand I have more drama w/ u than I had w/ someone I was w/ for 16 months... & we aren't even together. You tell me the sickness and obsession in that. I can't have that, its purely unhealthy.
just friends.
thats all I can have.
thats all I can say.
-end.
& u...
You bring me to a point where I want to scream at the top of my lungs. The only good part of that, is that it reminds me Im alive and capable of feeling such extreme emotion. But iv had it. Using our past, our history, and our comfort is no excuse to completely ignore every word that comes out of my mouth. or to ignore my feelings and state of emotions.. cause hey, who the hell cares.. she'll be around forever, right?
-end.
...I don't know what it means.. what this means.. but i like it. i like hearing myself laugh as loudly as you make me laugh. i forgot that your jaw hurts when you smile for too long. thanks for reminding me. I forgot what it felt like .. to see someone who likes to see you smile.. and smiles, when you smile.
I forgot what it felt like ...all of this. And im not looking further than what I can see... All I can do is thank you for reminding me.
-end.